pacman002

Alrighty then. How are we all. Anyway, tomorow I'm off to Googa tomorow so this is probably going to be my last update for a month now. I'm really looking forward to it because everyone who has already been says that it is great fun, but they havn't been able to tell me why for some reason. I've finnished packing, yaddah yaddah and all that. Have you ever tried that double concentrate cordial by itself? It's insane. It's given me a headache though. And I'm really hypo! Anyway. I'll see all you guys in a month and don't have too much fun without me.

In the last few days things have changed a bit. I'm pretty sure that I am starting to get over The break up with Izzy, so I am a bit more cheerful lately. It's because of this I no longer aspire to be in a relationship at the present moment. Just thought I would let you guys know. However, Things are starting to stir up at home. Because my brother has his P's he is always home late and my parents are starting to get really pissed off, of course they take a bit of this anger out on me by not talking to me as often and not being as helpful. So I wont be surprised if my grades drop slightly. My Dad always yells at me for playing too many games.

Well, what is left to loose? I would say that my life can't possibly get worse but I don't want to gynx it. Yes Izzy did break up with me and I am deeply shattered by it, I have not been looking sad just so she wouldn't feel guilty for what she did. Don't go saying anything behind her back because it hurts me just as much as it hurts her, she may have broken my heart twice in the course of two days and reduced it to dust but I still have feelings for her and I don't like anyone saying bad things about her. She says that she doesn't want a relationship right now, I don't know why anyone wouldn't want a relationship with a loving person but it'